If I had to describe my mood and feelings for the past 15 days, the word would be FRUSTRATED! It seems that everywhere I turn, I simply become more frustrated at my lack of control.
Even with the preventative meds, I am dealing with long lasting migraines. This makes it frustrating to get out of bed - it's the only place I really want to be when my head hurts. I try to exercise - it makes my head hurt more. I do my job - it makes my head hurt. Frustrating!
A lack of communication = frustrating. Being put in the middle means more frustration. I keep trying to find ways to make it better. It seems a solution may have been found, but we'll see how this week goes.
Men = really frustrating! Not that I think I've found "the one" yet, but I don't like wasting my time.
Sometimes, all I want to do is sit on my couch and enjoy my house. More often than not, I can't. Work, school, other people's needs, keeping up with the chores.... frustrating. I did last night, but only because I hurt myself at the slopes and it was all I could do.
I felt like I needed to explain my lack of blogging. I hate being negative all the time. Hopefully things will get easier in the next week or so, and I'll be back around more.