Dear Motivation, Please Return

No matter how hard I try, I can't stay motivated to complete anything.  I know WHY, but it is still frustrating.  My friend Mandy came to see my house Friday night.  Was trying to be motivated yesterday... but my friend Wayne came to see the house (and it was raining, so there was only so much I could do anyway).  Went to a wine festival with my parents, aunt and her husband after, my aunt got a little picture happy!  Here's one of me and my mom.

Today, mom and I went to a local craft show.  Neither one of us bought anything.  Was home for about an hour, then we went to my friend Staci's thirty-one party.  Was a good time, could've spent WAY more than I did if I had any disposable income.  I bought myself an apron and quit spending money.  Came home with plenty to do... the only thing I have accomplished is to cut apples from my tree and make baked cinnamon apples.  Was going to make applesauce, but I don't have a potato masher.

The problem is, in my head, I am super motivated and have a lot of things I want to get done.  I can't seem to keep my energy up to do it.... and part of it is just the fact that I don't care.  Yesterday, there was a part of me remembering where I should've been, and sad to be missing out.  Ditto for today. 

This True Blood addict will be waiting until tomorrow night for the season finale... I don't have HBO.  Used to watch it at Josh's, now Staci is recording it for me.  I'll go over there after school tomorrow to watch it, and spend some more time playing with her sweet boys.